So I realized how crazy my head really is and i wanted to write about it. All I think about is sex, yet my partners have only been relationships but I wish that would change. I do have a boyfriend, but I'm wanting more. I find myself wanting to rip the clothes off of certain girls. Also, older men have begun to intrigue me. I'm really into it all except the really gross fetishes. I love to be tied up though, that's always an option.

I know something may go down sometime soon. I have a feeling. Everywhere I go I feel eyes on me. And I find myself loving it. I'm a girl everyone thinks is cool, down to earth, and good to her man, and no one would expect me to want what i do. but i mean I need the passion that I crave. I guess I'm just a college girl wanting more experiementations(or I'm just sexually starved.)
I'll probably use this journal mostly to tell whoever wants to listen, the insane fantasies I think of in everyday life.
Not one of my friends or relations know how badly I want to be lusty and fucked.